crush

CRUSH


I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush

'Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone?
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

Has it ever crossed your mind?
When we're hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends?
Is there more, is there more?

See it's a chance we've gotta take
'Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last
Last forever, forever






That is my favorite song, Crush by David Archuleta. It’s a bit late to be a fan of the song, hahaha. Aku bukan anak gaul atau giat up-dating any info.

I like this song because of the music, the rhythm, and –maybe- the voice of David. I didn’t even know the title of the song when I heard and fell in love to it at the first time. Hahaha, lucu banget, suka tapi nggak tahu judulnya, apalagi liriknya. Lha gimana lagi, waktu denger lagunya sekilas saja sudah seneng, masa bodoh siapa penyanyinya, belum tahu apa judulnya, pokoke kalo suka ya suka. Toh cuma lagu ini.

Eh, begitu tahu liriknya…kok…-honestly- aku banget ya? I was the one living with the crush -or crushes?

That was me, I hope that was. I don’t want to live with the crush walking beside me. Pf… that was tiring. And it could make my friend laugh at me, another ‘wakakakak’ of hers.

Nha… that’s why…it’s still too hard for me to differentiate these two things: crush and love. I haven’t got the answer, even until now.

Ouch, it’s just an unimportant thing, isn’t it?

Ini efeknya kalau kuliah tinggal absen, PPL sudah kelar, skripsi belum kepikiran, jadinya nglantur ke mana-mana. Pf…
Aku gitu…