hellish hell is the so called 'illness'

kliyeng....
what? seorang ex-gengster sakit?! wakakakakakaka, uhuk uhuk uhuk, bumi terbatuk-batuk
hiperbolis ding....

hiks...
betapa menyebalkan, di saat mau ngebut-ngebut penelitian, eh malah badannya loyo, tepar, terkapar for days...

mpe sekarang juga masih 'fly' tapi kalo nunggu 'back to the earth' ya kelamaan. alhasil, saya muter-muter mj9 sambil 'mabok'
untung ketemu!!!

hore!!!!!

i'm happy pokoke, lupakan hellish hell-nya lah. no use kali...

hore
hore
hore

dark side of me

i was happy when i realized that I'd altered my dark side from one corner to the others. i was happy when i knew i could make the dark side vanished.
i WAS.
you know what? hating someone is a suffer, unfortunately i can't avoid it AGAIN.
i don't want to hate anyone as i don't want God hates me. but... -again, but- i was insisted to hate someone, the same one, AGAIN.

God,forgive me, and give your light...
it's the hardest thing to do: not to hate -again.

fyuh...deadline oh deadline

deadline
adalah kata yang menyemangati sekaligus menghantui aku
tanpa deadline, hidup seolah tiada akhir --padahal hidup itu nggak selalu menyenangkan, siapa yang mau susah berkepanjangan?
dengan deadline, hidup juga rasanya seperti dihantui --siapa yang mau diikuti hantu menyeramkan?
nggak terasa sudah hampir pertengahan maret which means....deadlineeeee....has come so closeeeee